Sunday, April 1, 2012

An Angel!

I have been called and angel several times in the past few weeks... When people tell me I feel weird. I don't feel like an "Angel". I don't feel that way at all. So when they say it I just smile, but on the inside I feel weird. I have tried to explain it to others, but they just don't get it. It's more then that. It's like family. Nobody ever thanks me and says I'm an angel for changing my kids' poopy diapers :) Because they don't have to.. I made a decision to have my own children because that's what made me happy...and now I am choosing to bring THEIR child into the world. Because that's what makes me HAPPY. So I am not an angel...this is something that makes my heart happy, this is something I chose to do. I love them. I love baby "L"...I love what my body is going through...and I am going to love giving birth to him and watching him grow. I am going to love watching "O" and "J" be daddies.

But anyway...just had to get that off my chest :) Other then that the pregnancy is going great! I am 28weeks now...Almost there! It is so crazy how fast it is going by! Not able to eat a lot. I can only eat small portions or else it feels like it is all going to come back up! YUCK! :) But baby L is doing absolutely perfectly and growing..and kicking..a lot.